it has been a crazy few weeks. Break was good I guess. Dad and I fought alot but thats nothing new. Time crawled while I was there. Nothing like a good two weeks away from everyone.......... sitting around at the car lot.......... with nothing but your own thoughts entertain. Talk about some reflection time. Thinking too hard about the past can really drive a person mad... Most of the time I say I don't give a shit when I done I shouldn't have done. But the more I thought about it the more that I realized that I'm just taking the easy way out by not facing my mistakes and labeling them as regrets (a situation I should learn from). Eh its okay though, all, in all its really not bothering me too much.
Highlights/Lowlights of the Trip to Houston
*Got in a really bad car accident, feeling lucky to be alive...literally it was scary as hell Negative
* Dad got me a beer after every fight we had (his stupid way of saying sorry cause he can't express himself) Positve
*My dad told me I was a dummy and that I act like I'm raised in a barn. Negative
* and I can't think of any more.... so this is the last point
I got my hair cut and a pedicure done today (they painted cute little flowers on my toes). Haha it was fun to actually act like a girl for once in my life.
MY HAIR IS SO CUTE. I have to post a picture.... just can't stop myself

yep I'm proud of it.... even though it cost like an arm and 10 legs... haha! |